Yes, yes, yes, you've got it exactly! For some reason, it can't be forced, it just happens. And finding the next fandom love just happens too. It has to be the right fandom too, with scope for further story outside of the narrative, like you said with Hetalia.

I wish you could do more too. I'm just impatient right now and want the love to happen. Which is silly because there are plenty of things that I'm following that I love right now, but nothing that makes me want to reach out and communicate that creatively. But I shall persevere! If this is the worst thing to happen in my life, I've got things pretty well made.