I know, I'll just have to be more patient. Dammit, I want to feel the love again!

You know, that's a possibility. I've never done Yuletide before because so many fandoms and so many people. Buuuut it's a bit like a community too and maybe doing something for Yuletide will shake something loose.

Ahaha, I've seen that video floating around! Definitely funny and anything Utena makes my heart sing. Let me poke at my story a bit more and see if I think talking to someone about it will help.